So, I'm (20) into manly bearish men in their 30s or 40s, but none of them seem to like me back or give a fuck about me , so I intend to stop this shit once for all. It's no use trying over and over and being turned down all the time. Most of these men are either bottoms or just are looking for friendships or are in an open relationship. It all just sucks. It's absolutely depressing.On the other hand, guys who talk to me are basically not my type at all, like any single of them.I'm not handsome, I know, but I'm not ugly either. I'm average. But no one seems to actually like me enough to go for a date or whatever.Moreover, I'm a virgin and I don't want my first time to be a mess/shit, so I want to do it right. And because of that, I don't want to have sex with some random stranger, but seems impossible to find someone to trust in a little and I would like to get rid of this fucking burden, because who would honestly like intending to have a good time with someone who is oblivious and who has no idea of how sex goes and all that stuff?I'm seriously considering getting a male escort, because otherwise it seems impossible and I'm done with this curse/shit. I have no money, or not as much, but would try to save up a figure of around 70€ in order to be worth it. So, I'm set, I guess.Thank you all for reading. via /r/askgaybros http://ift.tt/2scopcc
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